Reject and Embrace

I've lost every sense of this being I'm in
Some sort of machine to keep me packed thin
I know... I know it's a mission
There's no sense of irony in this head
I've been talked into letting go of my sense
Of dread; it's dead
And there is no direction

I've been let go into my own black hole
This is where all of the spirits roam
The bludgeoned spirits roam and it's me they all know
I wouldn't live in pain, rather die numb and alone
I've been let go into my own black hole
This is where all of my spirits roam
You should know we care for each other more than them, you know
I wouldn't live in pain, rather die numb and alone
I wouldn't live in pain, rather die numb and alone

And it's all bad, what did I expect now?
I guess a seasonal sadness must always start somehow
Well I guess... that's it's distress
And it's no holy push and plough
But what's it gotta do with the state that I'm in?
I thought I was no important thing
To be considered, I am no figure
I'm just a margin for spillage

Don't you dare break the sadness
Don't you ever dare break my madness
Don't you dare break the sadness
Don't you ever dare break my madness

I've been let go into my own black hole
This is where all of the spirits roam
The bludgeoned spirits roam and it's me they all know
I wouldn't live in pain, rather die numb and alone
I've been let go into my own black hole
This is where all of my spirits roam
You should know we care for each other more than them, you know
I wouldn't live in pain, rather die numb and alone
I wouldn't live in pain, rather die numb and alone