Feel

I need someone to keep it real
Told my momma that I can't come home without a deal
Yea, I need someone to keep it real
Told my momma that I can't come home without a deal
You can't imagine how these tough ass losses make me feel
It gives me chills, that I'm still here

Yea, it's been pretty bad this year
I lost my cousin couple of days after I signed a deal
A day before, my mom had felt a lump confirming my greatest fear
Lucky the coast was clear, meanwhile, my shorty been acting weird
Yea, so I had to dip, cus she ain't that bad, I need more than average
I need me a smart lil freak, matching my energy, as I'm reaching the masses
I hop in the whip, I swerve to the bank, I make sure my buckle is fastened
Investing in stocks, the game full of sharks, I channel my inner savage
Ooo, I'm playing the game and breaking the rules, while keeping my inner cool
I meditate on days when I feel I like I ain't been feeling too smooth
I aint I got nothing to lose, I water my flower then watching it bloom
I'm livin my life I cannot die, and I ain't got nothing to prove, Ooo

Yea, I need someone to keep it real
Told my momma that I can't come home without a deal
You can't imagine how these tough ass losses make me feel
It gives me chills, that I'm still here
Yea, I need someone to keep it real
Told my momma that I can't come home without a deal
You can't imagine how these tough ass losses make me feel
It gives me chills, that I'm still here

Tell me if this makes sense,
But I feel like
You never really get
What you think you want out of life,
You always...
It's always unexpected