Losing You

14 days in isolation thinking things I've never thought about
how you drove all the way down to meet me in a parking lot
we lit up a cigarette
having conversations so awkward we'd laugh at ourselves
i remember how I felt
seeing you for the first time i almost blacked out

never thought I'd be losing u from the start
never thought I'd be waiting in the dark
never thought I would be the one to run
never thought you'd be turning me down

cuz you taught me how to love myself
cuz you said 'You're beautiful as you are'
cuz you told me your past ended in farewells
i guess I got it all wrong

You rlly hated shopping but you'd always be with me downtown
pulling up at your apartment greeted by your mama
and your skittish dog
taking naps in your arms for the night shifts you complained about
waking up without you one day had a lot in my mind to work around
maybe this isn't working
being so close yet feeling so far apart
little did I know
you'd hit me up first thinking we should have a talk

never thought I'd be losing you from the start
never thought I'd be waiting in the dark
never thought I would be the one to run
never thought you'd be turning me down

cuz you taught me how to love myself
cuz you said 'You're beautiful as you are'
cuz you told me your past ended in farewells
i guess I got it all wrong

You took my jacket that one cold night for your drive back to work
i got us tickets to that movie for when we'd get together
You had to figure out your feelings for yourself
you seemed to have such doubts
i took it upon myself jumping into conclusions
I still regret about

so it goes I said things I never meant
so it goes you accused me of dissent
so it goes for the tickets that expired
so it goes for that jacket now is yours

never thought I'd be losing you from the start
never thought I'd be waiting in the dark
never thought I would be the one to run
never thought you'd be turning me down

cuz you taught me how to love myself
cuz you said 'You're beautiful as you are'
cuz you told me your past ended in farewells
i guess I got it all wrong



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Writer(s): Apc
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