Er!

That's the day you put a bullet between my eyes
I'm sorry
Please have that on record

Last night my friend had a dream that I died
Now she's blowing up my phone
Just to make sure I'm alive
Lately I've been living to do more than just survive
And her ringtone on my pulse
Is flatlining like a tide
I'm so afraid of being hollow
An imposter wearing the face of someone you used to know

Almost gave my fake ID in the emergency room
And I think a part of me died that night
The part that would've called you
And I hope you think of me fondly
When I'm not around
Cause I'm starting to feel like a ghost
In my home town

They found a body across the street from my dorm
And cleaned it up so fast
I thought I made it up
Just to have something to mourn
My bed feels like a coffin
Every time I fall asleep
And while he's six feet under
I get cold feet beneath my sheets
That's what you get for moving to the city
This is who you are now
Suck up the nitty-gritty

Almost gave my fake ID in the emergency room
And I think a part of me died that night
The part that would've called you
And I hope you think of me fondly
When I'm not around
Cause I'm starting to feel like a ghost
In my home town

The way it follows me
Like the grim reaper's just one of my old drinking buddies
But here I am
Making it about me
How can I say that I wanna die
Looking at a dead body?

Almost gave my fake ID in the emergency room
And I think a part of me died that night
A part I needed to lose
And I hope you're not angry
That I'm not around
Cause I never felt at home in my hometown



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Writer(s): Saga Mcallister
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