Kept It All Inside

With her head on my shoulder
Keep it out my head as I hold her
Because right now, I am so happy
But I know tomorrow I'd rather die

And I kept this all inside
Away from you
Never thought I'd have to hide
Never thought I'd have to
And sometimes I just have to
Swallow my pride
And realize that things will
All be fine
But not the way I want them to be

End of the day, let the record play
When I'm in a quiet room
But these horrible things I tell myself
Always seem to get through
So I turn it up, try to drown it out
To feel a little less alone
But the silent sound is much too loud
When I'm here on my own

And I kept this all inside
Away from you
Never thought I'd have to hide
Never thought I'd have to
And sometimes I just have to
Swallow my pride
And realize that things will
All be fine
But not the way I want them to be

Is there any worth to what we do every day?
'Cause sometimes I feel like it's all the same
And I'd rather die for myself
Than live for you for one more day

And I kept this all inside, away from you
Never thought I'd have to hide away from you

And I kept this all inside
Away from you
Never thought I'd have to hide
But now it's all I do
And sometimes I just have to
Swallow my pride
And realize that things will
All be fine
But not the way I want them to be

Not the way I want them to be



Credits
Writer(s): Jake Conder
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