Won't Be Me

Back here again, fighting the edge
Something tries to push me off it
Stuck in my head, always thinking
I am the cause of my dread

Always here, fighting with you
The man in the mirror
I can't seem to lose you if I do I won't be me

I somehow need the stress
I need to feel uneasy
I somehow like the mess
I need this to feel complete
I don't like to feel normal I'd rather be a weirdo
Don't like be sad feel weird to happy but without this I won't be me

Feel like I've been here before
Like some kind of life long Deja vu
Since I was ten I knew was more
Than some kid who was bad and hated school

Man in the mirror can't live without flaws
It's like he's addicted and cannot get off
And I can't seem to lose you if I do then I wont be me

I somehow need the stress
I need to feel uneasy
I somehow like the mess
I need this to feel complete
I don't like to feel normal I'd rather be a weirdo
Don't like be sad feel weird to happy but without this I won't be me

Play with my life, play with my head
But never blame this shit on me
Smoking my meds another person begins to whisper things to me
But without him I would be blind and I won't be me

I somehow need the stress
I need to feel uneasy
I somehow like the mess
I need this to feel complete
I don't like to feel normal I'd rather be a weirdo
Don't like be sad feel weird to happy but without this I won't be me



Credits
Writer(s): Gideon Mckinney
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