Drug of Choice

DI can feel the fog of another day
It grips at my uncertainty
Now my worst fear has come to life

And its becoming clear
This poison never truly left me at all
And now it's drawing near
this poison never truly left me at all

Like Peeling back the layer pasted down
A temporary patch thought permanent
Like Peeling back the layer pasted down
A temporary patch thought strong

Now I'm faced with everything I chose to be
The weight of my transgressions suffocate
So I'm coping returning to my drug of choice
And i can hardly bear to watch

I can feel the fog of another day
It grips at my uncertainty
Am i redeemed?
Now my worst fear has come to life

Get thee behind me
I cry as I relapse
It subjugates me
I can hear it's mocking laugh
I'm drowning in this bed I made for myself
Get thee behind me
it subjugates me
And I've got no one to blame
No one but myself

I'm on the cusp of losing everything I love
It claws my eyes and draws my breath out of my lungs
I feel unworthiness touch
All I long to be
The filth it keeps its oath to
always be with me

I'm losing everything
Making provision for my sin I try to hide



Credits
Writer(s): Brett Wanamaker, Daniel Tyler, Ian Anderson Kelly, James David Devita, Matthew Paul Cummings
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