TURN COLD

I been workin on myself
While I know I got no debt
Yes Imma keep it like that
I don't like owing people just
Because I tend to forget
I'm not saying I'm independent
I got people who love me
And they would do things for me
In their familiar ways

I been searching for that spiritual grace
I got a new lot to learn but I guess I'll find my way
And mentally I'm in the right place
For a good time I could only find peace with friends

And that's so cold
Ye it's just so cold oh
I guess we learn what we learn
So we learn from our mistakes

Miss my Dad that's why he be all up in my thoughts
He never fully enjoy the fruits all of his labour
I need to change something just before I go too
Break that generational curse of poverty rule
Wait
Maybe I can't do it
But I keep on moving no turning back for sure
It's a cruel world that's why I gotta turn cold
The good ones always end up being stepped on

I'm not a good person
But don't you ever misinterpret me with evil
Where were you when I was bobbing
I was weaving
Learning how to fight
So I can fight against my demons

Waking up to asthmatic attacks about 5 in the morning
You were probably snoring
While I fight for my life
Had to carry a pump
Had to take a few pills
Just to keep me in check

All these scars on my body
They got stories to tell
Put in so much effort
And I got left on the shelf
That's one of the reasons why
A nigga like me
Gotta turn cold

The end



Credits
Writer(s): Simangaliso Chili
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