Heart Beats Chest

I could lie and say that I'm doing alright
But I'm hardly sleeping through the night
Removed from scene even when I'm not alone
Heart beats chest until it breaks through the bone

Now I know
That what comes in return was never worth the cost
Now I know
That it all adds up to more than the years I've lost

Memories return more bitter than I'd tasted
Its starting to feel like more than time's been wasted
If this is the end then what have I to atone?
Heart beats chest until it breaks through the bone

How I wish I knew what comes after today
If I close my eyes will the fear go away?

Now I know
That what comes in return was never worth the cost
Now I know
That it all adds up to more than the years I've lost
I think that's why it hurts the most

How I wish I knew what comes after today
If I close my eyes will the fear go away?

Now I know
That what comes in return was never worth the cost
Now I know
That it all adds up to more than the years I've lost
More than the years I've lost
More than the years I've lost