Blood Pressure

I'm not pushing you away
It's just a bad mental day
Cause on the outside I'm perfect but no one knows how much I'm hurting
All my pain I push back down
So I fake if any ones around
But I'm so close to overflowing I just cant keep on going
And it's up to me to turn it all off but I hate giving up

Brain is spinning vision fading can't catch a breath is it all in my head
Don't act dramatic
Every days the same thing no medicine can fix me
Heart skipping a beat from anxiety my blood pressures dropping

My friends try to confide in me
But I'm busy with my insecurities
And I love ant so badly to be their for them but their problems are my problems
Why am I there for everyone else but never for me

So my brain is spinning visions fading
Cant catch a breath is it all in my head
Don't act dramatic
Every days the same thing no medicine can fix me
Heart skipping a beat from anxiety my blood pressures dropping

Maybe it's genetic what if it's all in my head I can't give myself any grace
If it's all important than why am I hurting my parents say I need to take a break
But I'm stubborn and I'll never stop
But If I fall I might not get back up

So my brain is spinning visions fading can't catch a breath is it all in my head
Don't act dramatic
Every days the same thing no medicine can fix me
Heart skipping a beat
My blood blood pressures dropping



Credits
Writer(s): Sophia Bonasso
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