Fighting 2 Survive

Yo my lil cousin was like 7
Then defax took em
All this shit I'm speaking is fax
I keep that 40 on my side for every Opp I go looking (For)
Told the gods I'm coming they Better open the doors
Im still repping my home town And I don't know what for
I've felt like shit every since she Left me bored
Lil nephew need pretectuon can't Walkout that door

They speak on my name
Catch me digging they grave
They died talking shit acting bravE
I don't go to church ion believe in Getting saved
Only thing I believe is people gon change
They only gone show emotions Once you in that grave
You better tote that pole or yo Friends gone leave you dead in That lane
Yo opps gone steal ya money and Ya chains
You won't even see the light of day

I've been betrayed
Before so i can't trust nobody
I've seen people act like me
Try to rap like me just sum shady Copy's
They claiming they can kill me
Like I ain't got an army
Like I ain't got my glock on me
(Yeah)

Where I'm from they only when die back when I was 14 popping x pills to survive

I felt like I lost the world the barrel touched my eye
Fighting this anxiety I used to wish I died

Never been on section 8 she work too hard to fail
Big bro caught a case for 20 years ain't see that cell

Doing all this sinning and be scared to go to hell posted with my angels
They been showing me some signs

I coulda beat them odds but it felt like I wasn't trying
Better clear the crowd cuz I'm coming with my dogs

Tryna take a trip to cali hit rodeo with my friends
Tryna get a watch with vvs's pearls and different dimes

I spent my time Reminiscing i can't recreat the past
But I'm gon make my future better and I'll harver all the pain

And it hurt my soul when I found out
Brodie died marked the tree up on the timberline that's where I'll hang his opps