I'm Still Not Blooming

Shouldn't I be a foxglove?
Shouldn't I be a daisy?
Shouldn't I thrive in the light of your love
Instead of being so lazy?
Wasn't I meant to bathe in the sunshine?
Photosynthesize pressed against your skin
Instead of being broken
Why did he break me?
Why can't you fix it?

Cause now I'm out of touch
My body never good enough
I can't feel anything when I'm with you
No matter how much I'm longing to
I'm still not blooming
(I'm still not blooming)
I'm still not blooming
(I'm still not blooming)
Just let me grieve for all the petals
I am losing, I am losing

But he told me I was made for this
High heels in the kitchen and I wanted this
He was generous to me, paid me attention
While he grabbed me tight
So I guess I just let him

Now I'm out of touch
My body never good enough
I can't feel anything when I'm with you
No matter how much I'm longing to
I'm still not blooming
(I'm still not blooming)
I'm still not blooming
(I'm still not blooming)
Just let me grieve for all the petals
I am losing, losing

I can't feel anymore
But I can pretend until you're done with me
And you're the most beautiful soul in the world
What the hell is going on with me, on with me
Oh

I'm out of touch
My body never good enough
I can't feel anything when I'm with you
No matter how much I'm longing to, oh

(I'm still not blooming)
(I'm still not blooming)
(I'm still not blooming)
(I'm still not blooming)

I'm still not blooming
I'm still not blooming
Just let me grieve for all the petals
I am losing, I'm losing

(I'm still not blooming)
(I'm still not blooming)
(I'm still not blooming)
(I'm still not blooming, Oh I...)



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Writer(s): Emma Newton
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