Mess You Made

You were just a fever dream
And I was lost in hopeless need
Caught up painting pictures
Of the man I wished you'd be
And I loved you more than
You'd ever love me
But that was the price I paid
For a fantasy

I still picture you when I'm asleep
And I still feel your hands all over me
But you're not the man I wished you'd be

So go home, wherever that might be
Cause clearly it's not me
And I hope you find what you're looking for
And I hope it's worth all that we lost
Cause I would've waited forever
Just to be the one you loved
And there's no limit to the storms
I would've weathered to be enough
So go home, go find your change of pace
And I'll be here, cleaning up the mess you made

I lost count of all the fights
The tears we cried, the lonely nights
But through it all I loved you
I loved you more than I can write

And I still hear your voice as you said goodbye
And I still remember the look you had in your eye
But you didn't want me, you didn't want to try

So go home, wherever that might be
Cause clearly it's not me
And I hope you find what you're looking for
And I hope it's worth all that we lost
Cause I would've waited forever
Just to be the one you loved
And there's no limit to the storms
I would've weathered to be enough
So go home, go find your change of pace
And I'll be here, cleaning up the mess you made

Oh oh oh

So go home, wherever that might be
Cause clearly it's not me
And I hope you find what you're looking for
And I hope it's worth all that we lost