Lettin You Go (feat. Perish)

Let's talk about a girl none of y'all really know of
We are cool now, but the pain is with me still, at least sort of
Closure is for what I look in this song
We went out separate ways years ago
So now it's all gone

I can't let you go, you're my medicine
You were there way before I was countin benjamin's
I should've known, this shit was destined
Now it's over, no closure, just a loner again
I can't let you go, you're my medicine
You were there way before I was countin benjamin's
I should've known, this shit was destined
Now it's over, no closure, just a loner again

Letting you go was the hardest shit I've ever done
Been so low, never thought I could be with another one
But now that I've managed to get you out my head
The feelings I had for you and the songs I wrote bout you
Are hitting it flat
At least for me, cuz no-one knows which ones they are
So it's only for me and my eyes to actually see
Was addicted to this medicine that you provided me
Was addicted to this feeling that we were meant to be
I guess that shit was a lesson to me
To not attach too much and too quickly
Cuz if I know something now
It's that we were never meant to be
Now the chapter is closed with nothing left to see

I can't let you go, you're my medicine
You were there way before I was countin benjamin's
I should've known, this shit was destined
Now it's over, no closure, just a loner again
I can't let you go, you're my medicine
You were there way before I was countin benjamin's
I should've known, this shit was destined
Now it's over, no closure, just a loner again

I'm letting you go, no longer my medicine
No longer here, when I'll be counting Benjamin's
Now I know, that shit was destined
Now it's over, with closure, I'm finally no loner again