Company

I'm sorry that your parents didn't love you
And your mom would say anything to feel above you
Its bled down to generations
Pain you've felt and frustration
It's not your fault but at the same time it is

I wish I could tell who you really were
This whole damn time I've been pretty unsure
Right when it gets right and it seems okay
That's when it comes around and takes you away
It leaves me baffled and have no words to say

But did you ever love me
Or was I there for company
You say your wounds are healed
That chapter in life's sealеd
But did you ever think how I'd really feel

I've had some bad traits given to me
My mind's chaotic and I swear that it hates me
I wish I didn't see the things I'd see
Now when I think of it, they just haunt me

I really wish that I had a childhood
Well my therapist said I was thirteen going on twenty-five
And at the time I took it as a compliment
But now at times I think that I'm just filled with resent
But did you ever love me
Or was I there for company
You say your wounds are healed
That chapter in life's sealed
But did you ever think how I'd really feel

Maybe I don't understand
The person I've become as a man
It's like I'm lost at sea and looking for land
Hoping I'll reach the shore and I can finally feel the sand

But did you ever love me
Or was I there for company
You say your wounds are healed
That chapter in life's sealed
But did you ever think

How I'd really feel

Yeah

How I'd really feel

Yeah

How I'd really feel