Mind Play

Listen up, I make it plain to see
With so much vacancy
There's no control of who I let in
The parts that ache in me
I push them dangerously
No one can heal my wounds with just thread

Then you make me say I'm sorry, when I'm not
I'm the one who puts the target on my back
And you're thinking that you know me, but you don't
You're just repeating what words I've said

Ima be alright, I'm just caught up in my mind
Ima be alright, I'm just tryna stay alive yeah
Hard to keep my focus, tryna keep a steady vibe yeah
Ima be alright I'm just caught inside my mind

So why do I depress myself?
Suppressing all I am

When I'm gone why would you pray for me?
There was no saving me
From the thoughts inside of my head
I'm walking aimlessly
While waiting patiently
For this world to bring me my end
You can try to bar me, you'll need an army
When my demons need to be fed
So when I'm gone why would you pray for me?
There was no saving me
From the thoughts inside of my head

Until my conscious clears
Hell is here
Don't you fear
I'm living life like a goddamn zombie
How can I live when I'm already dead?
Your help won't help me
I am a dead man walking

When I'm gone why would you pray for me?
There was no saving me
From the thoughts inside of my head
I'm walking aimlessly
While waiting patiently
For this world to bring me my end
You can try to bar me, you'll need an army
When my demons need to be fed
So when I'm gone why would you pray for me?
There was no saving me
From the thoughts inside of my head

So don't you pray for me
There was no saving me
From my head

When it's every single day
That I feel this way

When I'm gone why would you pray for me?
There was no saving me
From the thoughts inside of my head
I'm walking aimlessly
While waiting patiently
For this world to bring me my end
You can try to bar me, you'll need an army
When my demons need to be fed
So when I'm gone why would you pray for me?
There was no saving me
From the thoughts inside of my head