Torn

Nobody ever told me it would be like this, sweetest kiss of gloom
All these mirrors around me, but all I see is a fool
My soul is broken
Jar of faith left open

Turn my problems into cemeteries
I'm that nigga
I'm that legend
I'm not dead and buried

Anyone can take that place, just show your face and try me
Cross the light, it'll make my night, I'll tell you where to find me
Catch me where my heart lay low, the hotel up on pride street
Round the way from memory lane, 'fore I moved up out the childhood
I'm good, back when there was more than just my mama
Only thing my back was up against was just the carpet
Way before the karma, I'd dance and watch some SpongeBob
That was just before I started soaking up the futons
With hoes that won't get off my dick
I was the kid, barely had friends
All on my own, but don't fuck with my clique
Listened to Sean, had the boy feeling big
I was a monster, down with the loch ness
Bottle my problems and down it, yea
Empty responses stuck on my hotline
Solve all my problems with common sense
Then I met someone the likes of me, that showed the boy he had to change
Then right away I copped a fade and walked up straight, don't watch my face
There's a lot of shit I had to learn myself
No one told me it would be like this