Complex (feat. JaMichael, Ndukwe, Seven Taviss, Hunter Mason & Josh Brown)

Alright
I think we touch too much
I'm out of touch gotta renew trust
You look so good but it's up to us
If we're choosing love I don't want no lust
So I'm backing up, taking big steps
Taking in the scenery for some context
Got a kid on the way, feeling big blessed
But the thoughts staying complex

Steady fighting to be honest, my demons and the non-sense
Common sense isn't common, where's the progress?
Needing healing from a season of the heartless
I been lonely for a minute
Distracted by the digits, contemplating visions
Convicted of my sinning so I'm living in repentance
Distracted by the business, I've been busy with the writtens
Going back and forth like tennis with whatever I'm admitting
Spitting venom if it ain't with the vision
I gotta take a rest and reset on the mission
Never knowing what's next is a test of commitment
So I gotta re-evaluate my current position
And filter out the opinions, like

Huh, I think we touch too much
I'm out of touch gotta renew trust
You look so good but it's up to us
If we're choosing love I don't want no lust
So I'm backing up, taking big steps
Taking in the scenery for some context
Got a kid on the way, feeling big blessed
But the thoughts staying complex

Ugh, I got a tendency to loose it, going numb
Forgetting what the use is, going dumb
I know the feelings hella fluid
So the truth can get confusing when I'm trusting them
And right now I ain't feeling none
I had a kid on the way who won't ever see the sun
Tryna get a grip but it only tends to loosen
Now I'm fighting, crying, tryna tie up loose ends

I've been thinking too much, I just gotta do it
I'm not giving up, I know I'm getting through it
There's healing in the music and believing what the truth is
My story only proves it
Moving forward, only backing up to get around
I never let the losses hold me down
I'm at peace when I look at my reflection
But I've found that I need to keep a check on the connections
Cuz a lot of them are deep and I'm afraid that I'm a drown
It's hard to see the meaning when the healing is taking it's time
When you're feeling like releasing all the pain that's inside
But you can't even form a tear in your eye, I know the feeling
But now I'm breathing, best believe I'm believing
God don't change with the seasons, I'm not rooted in sand
So even when I'm sinking and I don't understand
I can let it sink in that it's all a part of His plan

It's a part of the plan
It's a part of the plan

Yeah, I think we touch too much
I'm out of touch gotta renew trust
You look so good but it's up to us
If we're choosing love I don't want no lust
So I'm backing up, taking big steps
Taking in the scenery for some context
Whatever takes place I'm blessed
Even though thoughts stay complex

Said, whatever takes place I'm blessed
Even though thoughts stay complex
I'm blessed
Whatever takes place I'm blessed