Feel My Pain.

I wanna tell my story in a way that you feel me
It don't matter if you can't imagine half the shit I say
I wanna put my thoughts in these lyrics
Paint a picture that's so vivid
That a blind man can see the shit I paint
I ain't stopping til it's over
If a N**** wanna up it
Ion need no backup
Imma let that b**** spray
You gotta feel my pain
Cuz a n**** been through some things
Ion know if I'd really like it if I came across some fame

What's wrong with these n***** nowadays
I really try to stay up out the way
But problems never give a n**** a break
Been two years since you left
And I can't even see yo grave
I learned that all these hoes are the same
Don't tell me that I'm trippin
Cuz ion wanna lose this feeling
Every time I open up
The way it ends I've been betrayed
And I done gave enough
It's loyalty before the trust
Fill my cup and down that poison
I can't even feel my face
I wonder could you even feel my pain

My grandma lost that battle to the cancer and that's probably all the shit that imma say
That day when cousin house was burning down
We ain't really have no options
Man I lost my f***ing cousin to the flames
My uncle living life over in Cali
It was crazy how he left
They put some deadly in his drank
When we was chillin vibin to sum some blues
Never thought that be the last time I see ya
Man R.I.P. to Trey
Moms been tryna hold all of the pieces of puzzle
Lost ha dad and lost ha mama
Ion know what else to say
And I been having thoughts in my head
Tryna empty out sum lead
The devil on my shoulder working hard today
I promise I won't quit
Cuz God told me that I gotta make a way
We bringing all the heat like it's the month of May
Every time I reminisce about some pain
It gets a little harder to try to get this shit off of my chest
So I pray
I look up to the sky
And ion think it's my intention but all I'm asking God is why all of my people gone away
The day I left my city
I received so much envy from my n*****
They kept asking me why I didn't stay
I told em that I had to get away
I'm tired of going to funerals and Ion wanna be the next up in the grave
But ion think they understood my words
Cuz they still hate and they still trap
It's sad to say that shit still going on today
Can you feel my pain