Letter of Regrets

I can feel the shadows
Something is haunting me
Look at the sky, so clear
There's no dark clouds, no rain
Clear of pain, I writing in blood
I'm the one, still standing
After the storm, at peace with life
In my letters of regrets
There's no guilt, no shame
Course I still freezing, when it rains
After all, I'm still a mortal
I'm not dying yet, no plans
To give up for regrets
Can not hide anymore
Behind the guilt, the pain
I deny, everything I feel
The sorrow, the beautiful shame
Dreams will not make a difference
In the wonders of this world
Chance after chance, forgiveness
Who decide, lie or truth, destiny
Can't outrun, can't choose
No magic, to lose it all
Tears still falling, down
On unholy ground

In my letter, in my letter of regrets
Who decide, our destiny
We can't outrun our past
In my letter, in my letter of regrets

Look at the sky, as the clouds thickens
Now when the daylight is over
It's time for sleep, enter the world of dreams
Forgotten, surrounded by memories
Can not hide from these
In this world, I'm a child
Climbing trees, playing hide and seek
There's a storm coming
Feel the rain, feel the pain
As I writing the words
In my letters of regrets
There's no time for shame
In the mist, I falling down
All in hope to wake up
Before I hit the ground
All in tears, feeling the wind blows
Against my skin, I'm freezing
There's no warmth in the moonlight
Lack of hope, give me the light
No thunder will struck
I'm dead already, the sorrow
The beautiful guilt and the pain
In my letters of regrets, the legacy
I writing in blood, I'm the one
Still standing, after the storm
At peace with life, at this time
In my letters of regrets
There's no guilt, no shame