Sunken

Kicking it in high gear
And she's only 23
Smoking rock and acid drop
And then she's hiding it from me
Drown in nicotine and coffee
Eating less and feeling empty
Who am I Someone she
Doesn't recognize
Look at those sunken eyes
And she was my first kiss
But it's your name carved in her leg
Is that insane oh man that's gross
Back when we were just two kids
And I must be so crazy
To be thinking that just maybe
Maybe you won't date the mother
When her daughter is your customer
She used to have a plan
Now there's elastic on her arm
And she's looking kinda pale
And she's feeling really numb
And get colder

I don't wanna deal with the pain
One hit it'll all go away
And I don't wanna see you
Dying I don't wanna see you
I don't wanna see you
I don't wanna see you
And I don't wanna see you
Dying I don't wanna see you
I don't wanna see you
I don't wanna see you
I wanna see you

Now John was a great guy
Always in the gifted classes
Little did he realize that so were half the masses
He got a degree
Just like his parents always told him
And he got himself a family
But struggled when supporting them
He's under all this stress
But he's not allowed to show it
Be a man you can't be weak
That's what the world had always told him
He started out real slow
A little coke to help him focus
But it didn't help the pain
Of all his bottled up emotions
Now he's standing on a chair
With a nuese around his neck
Cuz he'd do anything just to not feel so pathetic

I don't wanna deal with the pain
One hit it'll all go away
And I don't wanna see you
Dying I don't wanna see you
I don't wanna see you
I don't wanna see you
And I don't wanna see you
Dying I don't wanna see you
I don't wanna see you
I don't wanna see you
I wanna see you
I wanna see you