Blessedly Blurry

Once upon a time
Things meant something
When I closed my eyes
I saw it there thrumming
My eyes still close the same
But something ain't the same
I'm afraid it might be nothing

She caressed my face
And told me not to worry
This is our place
Take your time don't hurry
Something in the air
Her fingers in my hair
Everything so Blessedly Blurry

It used to be one thing after another
Now it's all at once
And not worth the trouble
I'm trying to hold on
Before my now is gone
And I wake up in another bubble
You looked at me
Like I was your answer
And I looked at you
So graceful as a dancer
On the floor alone
The company of your own
Take your time don't go any faster

So when you come around
And it's me you're looking for
I want to stand my ground
And tell you no more
No more

You know I can't sleep
With your voice in memory
Someone else
Doesn't help
I need reassembling
I breathe it in slowly
And exhale unknowing
Of why I'm here and you're not near
My minds not slowing