Okay

Today I'm sitting on a bed with my head inside my fists
I can't change, you know that
People know as well
But I can't imagine it'll be good for our - well, wellness
I didn't want to spread the message like wildfire
But you're my firefly and I'll burn the house down now
They say It's growing (oh) so cold

And I would like to know, how you think about it
Was it a good time or do you just despise it?
It isn't an easy question, so take your time
I'll take it out and tell you mine
It didn't feel short, I loved the times with you
We don't have to get official
If that's what you want to do
I called you up, just to talk about stuff
Stopped looking for the things to come about

I didn't know what to do
When you bumped my shoe
You put the heat up
But they say It's growing (oh) so cold

My heart
It's growing cold
But I'm not any different, I still feel the heat so strong
When it comes to you, well
I don't need that anymore, I'm staying sane
I still love, still need it
I'm OKAY

I still remember
When I was trying hard
Inviting you to everything I managed
I might have looked a bit damaged
That never mattered, to me or you anyway
And you made me feel good about skipping classes
And sipping that orange tea
Looking deep into me
Never knowing how to say if I'm free
That's months ago and I need to clean my glasses

Adoration led to inspiration
As I'm sat here with a ballpoint pen today
We figured it out with a break
Haven't talked in months, I guess that's okay
I would like to know, if you still mind?
When I write about you, I didn't aim to hurt
It's just the way I talk my mistakes out
And put love and anger away from time

Don't make anything out of this
I just need you to understand
I was lying there, I was sitting there
Waiting for you to speak up

My heart
It's growing cold
But I'm not any different, I still feel the heat so strong
When it comes to you, well
I don't need that anymore, I'm staying sane
I still love, still need it
I'm OKAY

If not with you, then with someone else
Someone who will tend to and care like nobody else
Now I know you weren't the one to love me like that
Even when I walked through the dark and back
I won't put myself through it again
I won't love you again, not even like a friend
This Is not the end
You don't have to deal with me again
But you'll have to hear this now and then
Can't blame me for not being mine
I just had to loosen up
When the tea you made me last time
Like your kisses burnt my mouth
It burnt different, but it doesn't matter now
The stars are blinding us with their spark

No, I didn't know what to do
When you bumped my shoe
But I won't let them say It's growing (oh) so cold

My heart
It's growing cold
But I'm not any different, I still feel the heat so strong
When it comes to you, well
I don't need that anymore, I'm staying sane
I still love, still need it
I'm OKAY

My heart
It's growing cold
But I'm not any different, I still feel the heat so strong
When it comes to you, well
I don't need that anymore, I'm staying sane
I still love, still need it
I'm OKAY