I_Hate

I'm facing darkness and eyes stare back
A broken promise followed by attacks
I can't help but keep up an act
I can't help that im not intact

But in fact you're in my thoughts
Silver lining in my head
The cause of this darkness hasn't been said
But instead we'll look to dread
And we'll blame it as the reason
And not to be the outcome of my own exploited weakness

I take it back
I regret all the months
That I spent looking at you
And calling it love
I can play it off like no big deal
And brush it off my shoulders
Or go ahead and deal with it
While I'm completely sober

I hate that we didn't see a future
I hate that we shared all our humor
I hate that I wasn't just some loser
And got my hopes up for this love to be sooner!

I'm facing darkness and eyes stare back
A broken promise followed by attacks
I can't help but keep up an act
I can't help that im not intact
Silver lining in my head
The cause of this darkness hasn't been said
But instead we'll look to dread
And we'll blame it as the reason
And not to be the outcome of my own exploited weakness
Weakness

But in fact you're in my thoughts
Weakness
Weakness
Weakness

You have everything
You have the

Cute hair and the makeup to match
But what we share just cannot come back, I
Don't care cuz I know that I'm a catch
So I won't put my energy just trying to match so

Go ahead, you can give me all your scratches
Go ahead, you can feed all my bad habits
I just know I can't keep living in these ashes
I can only really thank you for the practice