Real Pain

I know about some real pain
Felt real shame
Held on to real rage
Praying lord I hope I make it
Past this heal stage
Fake smiles and forced laughs
Throw em inna sealed cage
So far down I'm going up now
Mufuckas like wassup now
You ain't round
I'm focused on stacking up my bucks now
You left there's no us now
For my family and my generation
Gotta do this shit for us now

Real pain
Cuz it made me
Pain baby
It's gone be okay
Maybe
I don't know but lately
I been having vivid visions crazy
And I stay in my bag daily
Fuck my past
I got the chance to create me
Spent so long
Trying to escape me
Swear to god my family used to hate me
Damn, that's what it felt like
Maybe that's the reason love neva felt right
Neva been the simp type
Just fucking hold it in tight
Break down roll light
Me myself and a pen and pad
Tonight

I know about some real pain
Felt real shame
Held on to real rage
Praying lord I hope I make it
Past this heal stage
Fake smiles and forced laughs
Throw em inna sealed cage
So far down I'm going up now
Mufuckas like wassup now
You ain't round
I'm focused on stacking up my bucks now
You left there's no us now
For my family and my generation
Gotta do this shit for us now

New beginnings in the air
I can breathe it
Too many people told me that they loved me
Didn't mean it
Based off actions
I seen it coming
Fuck it
I'm working and I'm facing every thing
I ain't running
Know that I deserve everything coming
Remember days Kicked out
Laying down at the gym bumming
High asf on the shower floor humming
Fuck everyone that ever made me feel like nothing
I'm gone take the cards I was dealt
And go create something
Cuz I fucking know

I know about some real pain
Felt real shame
Held on to real rage
Praying lord I hope I make it
Past this heal stage
Fake smiles and forced laughs
Throw em inna sealed cage
So far down I'm going up now
Mufuckas like wassup now
You ain't round
I'm focused on stacking up my bucks now
You left there's no us now
For my family and my generation
Gotta do this shit for us now



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Writer(s): Koriana Cannon
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