Voids

Yeah
I just want the peace
And to tune out the noise
I know that's part of the process
But ion wanna loose it
With all these new voids
Yeah yeah
When I heard Cardi say
That she happy at times
But her process had been done
Created a void

There's some things that you just can't avoid
Yeah
There's so many blessings I haven't enjoyed
Yeah
I'm working so hard but I feel so destroyed
I got paranoia that I will never fill up this void but

I ain't reach the goal
So I'm agitated
Don't talk to me now
It ain't personal
I'm just concentrated
And when I lost you
I said I won't cry and I hate it
Yeah
I'm just tryin' not to lose it
Before I even make it
Yeah

Listen

The reality is
The years they keep going by
Now I'm asking myself if I'm really enjoying my life
That's the damn truth
I'm letting life pass me by
But I'm still in this for life till I die
Ain't nothin you can say that gonna make
Decide
Any different
Ain't no changing my mind
I made my decision
Trust me that I won't reply
Till it's all finished
Then I ask myself why
I still feel the same I can't lie

If you can teach me not to feel
I'll start over in the next life
I wish I could but it ain't real
Sometimes I want another shot at life

Hmmm

But I know that I'll loose u again tho
And I'll still keep it G Yeah I won't fold
Hold this down
Like you taught me so
Taught me yeah
God know I'm trying my hardest
I know that you see from above
How I've been pulling some sh*
To come up

There's some things that you just can't avoid
Yeah
There's so many blessings I haven't enjoyed
Yeah
I'm working so hard but I feel so destroyed
I got paranoia that I will never fill up this void but

I'm countin' the days off
It doesn't feel like ten years just happened
I was doing pop
Now I'm rappin'
And since I was a youngin'
I've only been on the mic
But now I gotta go out with the strap and
Make that money so we can go platinum

We go to a deal
We strapped up

And I know it ain't making you proud
But I can't see another way out
I wish you had showed me the way
But you always wanted us to be safe
You always had known what I was about
You know I ain't tappin' out

Ain't nothin' you can say that gonna' make
Decide
Any different
Ain't no changing my mind
I made my decision
Trust me that I won't reply
Till it's all finished
Then I ask myself why
I still feel the same I can't lie

If you can teach me not to feel
I'll start over in the next life
I wish I could but it ain't real
Sometimes I want another shot at life



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Writer(s): Tony Valor
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