Ascension

Stuck in this place
Why can't I change
Know that it's needed if ima be great

Faded all week
No wonder I'm late

Can't I stay sober?
Just Call it a day

May I pray that we all straight
We okay

Maybe we may or we won't
Either way

I been drownin myself
To get out of my brain

Hate feelin this way
But I'll do it again

At first I was young
I was runnin from pain

But now I'm just runnin
And can't feel a thing

Over and over I do it the same
And I'm mad at the outcome
That's fuckin insane!

Molded a Solider
Now Tommy a Mayne

Somehow I keep getting carried away

Bottle of goose, Grammy of yay
Me acting a fool went and lost me some friends

She told me she don't even know who I am

Gave me the duece
Like a dove in the wind

I said that shits stupid
Got lit again

Wake up tomorrow
Like babe where you been?

It's vicious as fuck
No lights in my room
Curtain stay closed
15 after 2

The light hurt my eyes
I go back inside

Lately all I ever do now is just write

I want it so bad
It's consuming my life
Am I on the right track?
Am I doing this right?

There's no lookin back
Can't jump off my flight
Don't know where I'll land
But I'll call you in time

I promise you that
My love that's a fact

But actions only showin you otherwise
My passion been showin since 2009
My past been wide open on tracks when I write
And I dash when I'm Copin come back when I'm fine

Mastered the pen; I'm expressin my mind
Faster than them but a winner takes time
I'm in last in the race but I'm first on the line

Can't crash at this pace; cruisin take time
No room for mistakes, no more losin' my mind
If they try forsake me I guess I'll just shine
And if they tryin to ground me I guess I'll keep flyin

Spilling my heart
Staining the track

It all just got said
Ain't no takin it back

Can't go to bed
I been stuck In my head

I been paintin with lead
That's my brain on the fence

I been painting with lead
One more huff and I'm dead

I'm bleedin im read
Like a book
But no end

I'm just needin a friend
I don't plead for nothin
I been pushin so long
When the fuck does it give

Aye
One time for my baby momma
And one time for my little ones

Shoes untied for a long time
But when I go to war, you know I'm lacing up

Come get some, I ain't afraid of nothin
My pistons been always pumpin'
In the kitchen with the big knob
And the drum pad and we kept it bumpin

How Tommy Do
He stay 100

She bear my fruit, then chop the onion
Then gotta scoot because we on to somethin

Don't know what you doin but we havin fun

We pointed up
In a rocket

Tommy with a bad bitch in the cockpit
No slowin down, it just ain't an option

It's ascension time
Wave if you watchin