19 Years (feat. Aalanah)

(Uhh)
Let me set it in stone
19 long years, I ain't feel like I've grown
I done seen a lot of things, but there's so much that's unknown
Made this life on my own, gotta crown of my own
But what's the point of being king if no one's under your thrown
Got some friends by my side, but I still feel alone
Got my girl in my ride, but i still feel alone
Thoughts swelling in my mind, not the ones u can bone
Cause I done did a lot of things, guess it's time to atone
Shit
Remember grandma's house in third grade
Hated english class, never thought i'd work wit wordplay (aye)
Pokémon on Saturday's, Adventure Time on Thursday's
Maybe it's those shows that made me hate having a workplace (huh)
Shit
Felt like staying in a birdcage
But why cage a being meant to fly in the first place (fly)
Worst case, man i would be flyin' in the worst ways
The vibrant colors that I see through music all gon' turn grey

It's a shame, it's a shame,
It's a shame motherfucka, it's a shame
It's a shame, it's a shame,
It's a shame motherfucka, it's a shame
It's a shame, it's a shame,
It's a shame motherfucka, it's a shame
It's a shame, it's a shame,
It's a shame motherfucka, it's a shame

Uhh
Come take a step in my shoes
Walking a path full of twists and turns, this world just got me confused
Feel like I'm missing my screws
I feel like i'm just a muse
And the devils the artist he's painting a picture of pain that'll leave him amused
Maybe it's nice from his view
Wish I could I know
I gave up a couple years ago
Maybe i'm the clown and this a joke
Maybe i'm the puppet it's a show
Pull my strings, like a wooden bow
Heightened feelings got me feeling high
Low emotions got me feeling low
Rowing deeper in endless of abyss of mind, but i can't steer the boat (damn)

No I can't steer the boat
Will I sink and drown, will I swim and float
Will I make a sound, will I kill the note
I been feelin' down, feelin' miserable
Feelin' like, what i wrote
Hide myself, wit a cloak
No control, No remote
Feeling cold, need a coat
Foggy mind, breathing smoke
I can't breathe, imma choke
I just pray, i just hope
I won't sink, no i won't, no I won't

It's a shame, it's a shame,
It's a shame motherfucka, it's a shame
It's a shame, it's a shame,
It's a shame motherfucka, it's a shame
It's a shame, it's a shame,
It's a shame motherfucka, it's a shame
It's a shame, it's a shame,
It's a shame motherfucka, it's a shame

All alone
Stuck between the zone
Of here and on my own
All alone
Stuck between the zone
Of here and on my own

Let go
Cliffside, Let go
I been crying since the ugh, ugh
I been dying since the get go
Taking pieces from my personality and rearrange it like a Lego
Got me lower then the fentanyl I feel like i've been dealing shit wit Fezco
Don't address me like I'm mental
Don't address me like I'm (ugh ugh)
Don't address me like I'm mental
Don't address me like I'm (ugh ugh)
19 years ago I came into this world and knew this place wasn't gentle
Writing all this from experience that's why I had to go grab pencil