Bleached

I'm beside myself
I'm beside myself
I'm beside myself
I am beside myself

My dad died today, was sitting by his bed
It was 2:20am, Wednesday in the morning
At the hospital from 8
For 6 hours watching as the thing beeped
His blood pressure slowly going down
When it hits zero his time will have come
My mom was sitting right by his bed
Trying to stay strong for my sister and me
But tears heavy rolling down on her face
I Felt my heart slowly being ripped out of place
Tears heavy rolling down on my face
I couldn't fuckin breathe just hyperventilating
I wish me and him coulda switched places
If I could take ur pain away I'd be happy to
I cursed God the entire night
It shoulda been easy to bring him back to life
Unless maybe he's not real
And if he is then he doesn't give a shit

That's why I'm beside myself



Credits
Writer(s): Trevour Amunga
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