New Beginnings

These my confessions of a rider
Car stay full but so do I tho
Knowin that my whole fam got me
But so do I tho
Hating the feeling of constantly having to start new beginnings
Feeling like it's never ending
And I know the cycle
Strong like a gladiator
Belly of the beast
Hit the road no procrastination barely wanted to eat
I came home to a place that I barely wanted to be
And I knew it wouldn't last
But I just really wanted to see
And It's crazy when I feel I'm at my greatest
She complaining like I'm changing
Bitch I'm being who I really wanna be
Can't make my world revolve around a girl
That's never what it'll be
Am I wrong?
She got me feeling like an alien in me

But that's no longer an issue tho
I got bigger problems
Tryna mind over matter it
Rewind and just manage it
Past drug addictions got my mind feeling damaged
And I'm lyin'
If I say I wasn't constantly triggered to
Focused on a different way of living
Got a coach in the gym
Bussin' my ass til every muscle in me sore
And it make me feel amazing
But some times I don't even go
I just sit up in my car
And write these bars up in my notes

These my confessions of a rider
Car stay full but so do I tho
Knowin that my whole fam got me
But so do I tho
Hating the feeling of constantly having to start new beginnings
Feeling like it's never ending
And I know the cycle
Strong like a gladiator
Belly of the beast
Hit the road no procrastination barely wanted to eat
I came home to a place that I barely wanted to be
And I knew it wouldn't last
But I just really wanted to see
And It's crazy when I feel I'm at my greatest
She complaining like I'm changing
Bitch I'm being who I really wanna be
Can't make my world revolve around a girl
That's never what it'll be
Am I wrong?
She got me feeling like an alien in me

A rider
A rider
But so do I tho
But so do I tho
But so do I tho
But so do I tho
I know the cycle
Belly of the beast
Barely wanted to eat
Wrapped around a girl thats never what it'll be
An alien in me huh?
An alien in me huh?



Credits
Writer(s): Ariel Tinker
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