Aliens

The solar system in your words
I wish I savoured everything I heard
You left me stranded on the earth
You never said you loved me but you told me this could work
So you stepped inside the rocket
I stood outside knowing that we rocked it
Saying goodbye has never really changed
But this time I felt feelings I can't explain
The engines kicked in and I lost my footing
Back against the ground, at the stars is where I'm looking
I smoke another one but it ain't doing
Anything to stop these feelings spewing at this crazy viewing
How would I feel if the rocket crashed
It's all the same I guess you're gone
And that's that
Another part of me is in a rat trap
Suffocating at my neck, I just want you back
But
I can't love you if I held you back
It shouldn't, but It's making me regret and that
Should I have held on to the rocket till we reached space?
Till I couldn't breathe? tilL I couldn't see straight?

Blurry lines we kept dancing on em
Strictly con dancing on em
Blurry lines we kept dancing on em
I wish I put my glasses on em

Communication getting dim we needed radios
But I doubt "come in" and "roger that" could of saved it though
Insecurities telling me "3 you don't trust again"
But how am I supposed to stop myself when she was "just a friend"
Still I'm on the floor
I remember whispering this life is yours as you left my core
Imagining you looking out the window of the rocket ship in awe

Waving one more time
One more time
One more bye
I hate my imaginations lies
You didn't look back when you left me for the skies