Suicidal

Lately I been ducking family members
My momma telling me slow down
Truth is I know I'm slipping
Suicidal
I been feeling weak for weeks
You wear my shoes like switching seats
But I'll never trade for nun
Just know my conscience different
I can't give up
Know what I mean
You can't tell me what I seen
Swear I'll put it on a screen
Outside with the fiends
I won't ever judge a thing
Right now I got this Nina
Won't recognize if you seen me

Pocket watching
Wanna stop me I won't ever stop
But I'll be lying If I tell you
Ain't feel like giving up
Bitch you betta get up
Betta pick them tears up
This shit ain't free cuz
Give a fuck what he does
I climbed out from the deep mud
I say pull over
Stop the fucking motor
I can put this on my soul
I've been missing grandma sofa
Never talk to no Jehovah
'Til the laws pull me over
Like lord please
Can this shit just be over
Don't wanna be alone
Well then don't
Don't look through my phone
Well then I won't
'Cause this ain't what you want
Ok
Lower tone
'Cause I been losing hope
One wrong move and I might blow

Lately I been ducking family members
My momma telling me slow down
Truth is I know I'm slipping
Suicidal
I been feeling weak for weeks
You wear my shoes like switching seats
But I'll never trade for nun
Just know my conscience different
I can't give up
Know what I mean
You can't tell me what I seen
Swear I'll put it on a screen
Outside with the fiends
I won't ever judge a thing
Right now I got this Nina
Won't recognize if you seen me

This ain't no Hellcat but I push it like it's stolen
Overdosing
Don't want no more ibuprofen
Now tell me what's your motive
I been smoking getting loaded
Hoping that they don't notice
Started coughing on the phone call it Covid
Blacking out
I done drank too much ain't think 'bout tapping out
Ain't passing out
Leave me be
I'm just drinking through the drought
Staring at the mirror for 30 min
You see the doubt
You can tell by his demeanor
He ain't got it figured out
I'm 20 going on 29 and a half
My brother just caught a body said he took a bath
Now do the math
Hope he find his path
Now bitch don't laugh
From the bottom of the map

Lately I been ducking family members
My momma telling me slow down
Truth is I know I'm slipping
Suicidal
I been feeling weak for weeks
You wear my shoes like switching seats
But I'll never trade for nun
Just know my conscience different
I can't give up
Know what I mean
You can't tell me what I seen
Swear I'll put it on a screen
Outside with the fiends
I won't ever judge a thing
Right now I got this Nina
Won't recognize if you seen me

Lately I been ducking family members
My momma telling me slow down
Truth is I know I'm slipping
Suicidal
Suicidal



Credits
Writer(s): Caleb Lavalais
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