Ocean

She's a poet of existence
I'm a boy stuck in her poem
To play a character and act as if she knows him
Idealised concept just an asset to her emotion

I know that she could fool me
Play an act of love a romance like the movies
A kiss in the pouring rain would be enough to stall me
Any emotion on demand would just be cruel see

I know that we could be lost in the moment
But we've both numbed the thought of what could get broken

So I jumped
In the ocean
Surrounded myself with the waves until they soaked in
It's what I want
It's what I'm learning
To prefer to feel alive rather than what I'm earning

Something different
I'll try to find the words but stutter in resistance
Grips a bit tighter now that she knows that I miss this
Storylines crossed in a chapter that she exists in

I know that we could be lost in the moment
But we've both numbed the thought of what could get broken

So I jumped
In the ocean
Surrounded myself with the waves until they soaked in
It's what I want
It's what I'm learning
To prefer to feel alive rather than what I'm earning

She's a poet
I played the part of the boy stuck inside her poem
Written about a life where he just wants her to know him
Writing emotions for the boy who might get broken
I hope she knows him

So I jumped
In the ocean
Surrounded myself with the waves until they soaked in
It's what I want
It's what I'm learning
To prefer to feel alive rather than what I'm earning

So I jumped
In the ocean
Surrounded myself with the waves until they soaked in
It's what I want
It's what I'm learning
To prefer to feel alive rather than what I'm earning