Dream State

Carry me away
Sweep me off my feet
Give me just one moment
Of this youth I pray to keep
Take me to the edge
To keep me hangin' on
Don't think I won't take the leap
I'm already too far gone

Waking up on the kitchen floor
From where I lay
From the night before
Where I was six feet deep
In my feelings

When I drank every bottle
Until my vision hit the ceiling
I'm so tired of waking up
As I'm Running the worst things
Inside my head

This precious moment
This beauty captured in time
Begins to disintegrate
It seems I've lost my way
I'm counting down the days
Caught up in this dream state

I'm writing this from a dark place
As my subconscious drifts
Into space
Trying to muster the strength
To look at my own face

I just need a safe place
Where I can save face
And back up all the things
I didn't need to say
In the first place

This precious moment
This beauty captured in time
Begins to disintegrate
It seems I've lost my way
I'm counting down the days
Caught up in this dream state

(I'm so tired of waking up)
These precious moments
Beauty ever so divine
(After running the worst case scenarios)
I may just end it tonight
(Inside my head)
Lost touch with time and space
Reality displaced
Is this really the worst case?

I keep playing these scenes in my head
And the voices scream
I am better off dead