Fly

I've crushed my heart many times at day
Expecting it would eventually make me behave
Gave up my hopes, not the expectations
I would complain I was the worst with no explanation

And when you question your worth on loop
You start believing there's nothing you should do

I want to fly
Heal from any scar
I wanna feel as lively as I can be
Moral code will persist even if I find the need
To get out of bed, get into this craziness
That is living our lives

I expected to be big someday
I'm always hurrying myself, there's no time I should waste
But I keep losing my sense of self
When you're busy chasing victories you forget to enjoy the track

And when you forget why you're doing all this
You get stuck with locked tears

I want to fly
Heal from any scar
I wanna feel as lively as I can be
Moral code will persist even if I find the need
To get out of bed, get into this craziness
That is living our lives

I'm afraid I won't justify my existence
I don't know if doing my best is enough
I'm being both judge and defendant
But with others I'm teacher and student

The cocoon is full of dirt
And I'm still afraid to get out
What if my wings aren't ready at all?

But what is worse?
Falling from flying or being locked in dirt?

I want to fly
Heal from any scar
I wanna feel as lively as I can be
Moral code will persist even if I find the need
To get out of bed, get into this craziness
That is living our lives

I've always been afraid
Of leaving the ground
But the chains pulling me down
Were hurting my soul for the last time