Silence Speaks

I've been
Writing all the new songs
Did it with a noose on
Now I gotta change it all
Making y'all
Feel like nothings wrong
And its crazy
Stress from the dream that Im chasing
Makes me feel fucking amazing
And now I gotta go
Now I gotta show
That Im insane its
Nothing insane
Writing from memories I fill with pain
Im kinda liking the sting
Im kinda liking the rings
I'm bringing whats stuck within
Now I gotta change
Now I gotta bring
Everything thats stuck up up in my brain
And now I gotta go
Now I gotta show
Everything I know I already know
Writing for people I love
Doing this all ain't enough
I've been rewriting my stuff
Just so that I can keep moving and moving back all the way up
Keeping it silent
Keeping it violent
Sit in the dark rebuilding the finest
Using my pen
Staining to win
Silence my phone don't call me again
I kinda love it
Taking these bars and I kill em in public
It don't mean nothing
Y'all said that I couldn't do it
Said that I wasn't enough
Its funny now
Y'all ducking down
Don't ever say that Im a fucking clown
You'll throw the shade
That I keep around
And I've felt the throne now I need the crown yeah
Writing with my negative thoughts
Guess it don't matter at all
And I ain't never been missing for so long
Now I gotta go crazy
Insane pick up Doc
Y'all been getting too angry and now I'm getting pissed off
Y'all been missing your shots like bang bang
Y'all been talking shit to like you're wanting the same thing
Hearing all this makes me crazy
I'm thanking all those that have made me
Yeah

This is when I keep on choosing
And I keep on loosing it just to prove that I'm right
This is when I seak the bruises
And I keep it lucid
And I hate the truth so I lie
This is cuz I fake it all
And I stay appalled
And I do it all to keep life
Why do you do it then
Why do you do it man
Yeah

Its cuz my silence speaks
My my my silence speaks
Silence speaks
My my my silence speaks
Demons unleashed
When my my silence speaks
Trinna breath
When silence speaks

Look at that
Now we're back to the low shit
Back to the slow shit
Back to the show shit
Back to the JC beats
With the home grown heat back when no one never noticed
Me in the background
You see what I have now
You don't know real pain but you'll see when I act out
Cuz here I am, got the plan, back with the low blows
Solo clan, killer man, here with the dope flows
You don't know what to expect
What to remember and then what to forget
What to let go and then what to regret
And thats the idea behind the solo select
Yeah
Thats the creation of me
The birth of the beast that eats nothing but sheep
The insane brain to train the true pain and then burry it
6 feet deep
And this is everything single that I am and all that I don't wanna be
Staying up every night questioning
Everything that remains haunting me
Trinna remain sane but theres space in the way of them stopping me
Pain is whats calling me
Never quiet
So from now on this is nothing but honesty
This is the emotion that I get from the music that Im making
Writing late at night
Looking down at my hands when they shaking
Had to learn to feel nothing from all the self hate that Im taking
Call it amazing
Stuck in this loop of whats changing
So now Im forcefully saying

This is when I keep on choosing
And I keep on loosing it just to prove that I'm right
This is when I seak the bruises
And I keep it lucid
And I hate the truth so I lie
This is cuz I fake it all
And I stay appalled
And I do it all to keep life
Why do you do it then
Why do you do it man
Yeah

Its cuz my silence speaks
My my my silence speaks
Silence speaks
My my my silence speaks
Demons unleashed
When my my silence speaks
Trinna breath
When silence speaks

You can hear the pain in my music
Truth in my voice
And the heart that Im losing
I hate the mic, thats why I choose to abuse it
The choice is mine and then I choose to lose it
I know
People can change
Include myself, I'm stuck in this cage
Man thats why I hate myself and only J can tell
And I ain't doing nothing but to say
That I cant make the best of it
And check the edges
Maybe change a life or only mess with it
And thats how you relate to all the things I take
Like Santa clause I gotta check the list
Before depression hits
Now my mind takes over and I split my fist
Now my time takes over like tick tick tick
Cuz I'll choose this life over a life of bliss
Man theres nothing like this
I guess this is the life that Im living
Grinding night and day
Working hard towards the dream that I've envisioned
And I know
That nothing is perfect
Demons are circling
Self hate is lurking
Guess it no wonder I'm hurting
I'm creating whats certain
But I never wanna leave
Search to achieve
When I'm my own enemy
Build it on my own
Kill em for the thrown
Listen for centuries
Dying for wealth
Fighting myself
But Im fighting him mentally
Creating my hell
Nobody can tell but I'm telling them countlessly

This is when I keep on choosing
And I keep on loosing it just to prove that I'm right
This is when I seak the bruises
And I keep it lucid
And I hate the truth so I lie
This is cuz I fake it all
And I stay appalled
And I do it all to keep life
Why do you do it then
Why do you do it man
Yeah

Its cuz my silence speaks
My my my silence speaks
Silence speaks
My my my silence speaks
Demons unleashed
When my my silence speaks
Trinna breath
When silence speaks



Credits
Writer(s): Jenson Collier
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