Happy Endings

Well I can't think of a reason
Why anything would change
When I know I can't even
Do anything the right way

And I know that you're leaving
But I can't find the right words to say
Insanity is the reason
Why I keep acting the same way

And I hope someday I can see if your laugh is still the same
And I'm sorry to be so pretentious but
I'm insane and I still

Believe in Happy Endings even
When I know that they're not real
Telling you should make it better
But you can't change the way I feel

I built these walls to learn that
Walls are meant to just come down
You might have thought that it was better then
But is it better now?
Now?
Now?
Now? Oh

Now?
Now?
Now? Oh

I can't think of a reason
Why anyone would change
For something they don't believe in
But here we are today

Having the same conversations
Telling the same story told
Feeling the same heartbreak
A feeling that's getting old

And I hope someday I can see if your laugh is still the same
And I'm sorry to be so persistent but
I'm insane and I still

Believe in Happy Endings even
When I know that they're not real
Telling you should make it better
But you can't change the way I feel

I built these walls to learn that
Walls are meant to just come down
You might have thought that it was better then
But is it better now?
Is it better now?

Well I can't think of a reason
Why I'd need to change
Cuz I'm starting to like the feeling
Of who I am today

And I'm stuck here believing
In who we all could be
And maybe I'm insane
But maybe that's who I wanted to be instead

Yeah, I'm not trying to lose my mind
I'm just, wondering if you'll help me waste my time
I said, Yeah, I'm not trying to lose my mind
I'm just, wondering will you help me waste my time
I promise I'm all right, I just

Believe in Happy Endings even
When I know that they're not mine
Tell myself that it gets better
Just to convince myself I'm fine

I still, believe in Happy Endings even
When I know that they're not real
Tell myself that it gets better
But that doesn't change the way I feel

I built these walls to learn that
Brick by brick they all fall down
You might have thought that it was better then
But is it better now?

Is it better now?
Better now? (I can't think of a reason, why I'd need to change)
Better now? (Cuz I'm starting to like the feeling of who I am today)

I'm better now