Freak Show

I hate parties so much
I can't stand getting touched
Where my body ends
No one's listening
But I'd give everything
For an audience

Everyone is ignoring me, me
Please carry me home
Don't think I can cope
I'm drinking myself to numbness
Please touch me where my body ends
Destroying me from the inside
No, nothing clear in sight

Yeah, it's a freak show
Just look at me, though
I'm laughing tears
And all my fears call me a zero
So full of envy
It turns my skin green
They watch me closely
But they hate me, so my friends leave

My wounds can't discharge pus
My brain is spinning
Just like a carousel
The pretty ones, they play
The ugliest still taste
Sweet as caramel

Yeah, it's a freak show
Just look at me, though
I'm laughing tears
And all my fears call me a zero
So full of envy
It turns my skin green
They watch me closely
But they hate me, so my friends leave

I feel unaccepted, I feel weird
I get pushed away
No one wants to listen to my feelings
Thinking to leave
So teach me, teach me please
How to control these thoughts
Partying with freedom
Still locked, can't go home

Yeah, it's a freak show
Just look at me, though
I'm laughing tears
And all my fears call me a zero
So full of envy
It turns my skin green
They watch me closely
But they hate me, so my friends leave



Credits
Writer(s): Vivien Sparmann
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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