County Fair

I hate county fairs, but every year I go
Just so I don't look alone
They say, there's only room for three
That's okay just go without me
You'll forget I'm here eventually

Oh I'm drifting, slowly til there's nothing
But the ground below me
When the blinking lights start smearing
I wipe my eyes to see more clearly
But I'm all alone
It's just me and the carnival
Everyone forgot that I was even there
The other night at the county fair

Up and down
Side to side
Went along for the ride
Didn't I

Oh I'm drifting
But what if I like the view
And I don't wanna go back
Down to where the lights are blinding
And take pictures of them all smiling
When I feel like this
Like I don't want to exist
Cause I wanna be someone and go somewhere
So far away, from this county fair

Up and down
Side to side
Went along for the ride
Didn't I
Oh I, oh I, oh I

For a while now, a while now
I haven't been myself, been myself
I got my head up now, head up now
And I'm trying now, trying now