Hell - Extended

The pain so sharp, I don't understand what is happening
It's like every 5 seconds I'm getting kicked in my abdomen
I try to get out but I can only have half thoughts
Then time's up my mind is coming back and there's that kick again
Just when I think I can't take anymore
The cosmos callously proves me wrong
I can only find relief when I'm sleeping
But if I'm 24 hours asleep then why the hell am I breathing
I tried a different approach, afternoon alcohol It doesn't work at all
I don't know what to do anymore
Insanity's in the rear view mirror miles behind Arms open wide
I'm trying to die sons of anarchy style

I'm afraid I'll never be the same again
I keep riding forward I don't know where to turn
It's insane cuz I know I'm on my way to hell
Maybe I'll come out from the other side a man

Something is grabbing my diaphragm
Oh fuck, I can't move a muscle man
Soon as I am able so squeeze a breath in Fear shows up taking the oxygen
If that mother fucker only had a physical form At list I could think about taking him on
But right now he's inside my head and it feels like I can't do nothing at all
Like everything in my life I gave it a 100% and I still failed
Got up made more effort, more sacrifices and failed again
Can't stand those dreadful thoughts this loop might never end
The fear is paralyzing and that's real bad cuz I need to move forward to get out of this Hell

I'm afraid I'll never be the same again
I keep riding forward I don't know where to turn
It's insane cuz I know I'm on my way to hell
Maybe I'll come out from the other side a man



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Writer(s): Itay Howard
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