I'll Go Deaf By 23

I don't really appreciate it when you say that it's all in my head
'Cuz despite the skeptics and all the illusions coming from you, yeah, gives me more of A dread
And I understand
At this age it's crucial to have a plan
Find a good job, get better friends
Die of old age and never get brought up again
In the end

Now i'm getting older and life's getting colder
Though I can't help falling for all the tricks i've seen before
My mind says it's predictable but nothing else hurts much more
Than a promise that was never meant to keep

These problems will follow me in life and i'll go deaf by 23
And of course I perceiver
But it wasn't worth it in the end now I see
Now i'm not strong enough to continue lifting all this shit I swear
And I never planned to make it work, to make it out of here
But it's been long enough
Enough

Now i'm getting older and life's getting colder
All these tricks that got me on the floor
My mind says it's predictable but nothing else hurts much more
Than a promise that was never meant to keep