Goodbye (feat. Olya Gram)

I've been losing sleep
Thinking about all the times I let you bury me
With issues you cannot fix, because you don't wanna see
Your words have no meaning when action is not what it seems
You're pulling me down

And I blame myself
For letting you into my life just so easily
No
I've made that mistake once, I guess I don't know where to go
Without you, it seems that my life would be better alone
But where do I go

Living in a lie
Believing the best, when you know there no rest with you
Why
I keep going back when I know you're no good for me
I
Should just pack my things and forget everything, I see why
It's killing me now

And you know this is better for the both of us
Cause fighting is the only thing that came of us
And we can't change the past but we can change the rest
Rest of our life
Is all we got

So I gotta let go
And let you know
This is goodbye
This is goodbye
Wish I could say it was fun
But I had none
My oh my
This is goodbye

Packing all my things
Didn't know what freedom was 'till I left solitary
Confined in my feelings, couldn't express all my being
Confused who I was, I started to lose identity
Who will I become

Cause he made me believe that it'll be just fine
That he would make a change, he only needs some time
But time keeps moving and I see no change in sight
Boy you know how to lie
But it's alright

Cause I'm gonna let go
And let you know
This is goodbye
This is goodbye
Wish I could say it was fun
But I had none
My oh my
This is goodbye
You don't even have to try
To change my why
This is goodbye
This is goodbye
Yes we had a long run
But it was no fun
My oh my
This is goodbye