Awkward Laugh

If no one called you beautiful today
Let me be the first to say
You might be ugly
So be careful

Sage smoke won't save you
Fresh dead rose at the funeral
If no one ever said that I'm beautiful
I say it in the mirror seventeen times
I gave her seeds and she asked why
Have you ever seen love grow
I was never baptized by the reverend
You know we ain't got to die to go to heaven
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

I don't already know what it is
So I'm not going to laugh right now
I don't already know what it is
So I'm not going to laugh right now

I got a type sort of like you
Virgin Mary had a quaalude
Homeless lady didn't want my change
Seen her every day never knew her name
I ain't seen Jesus since slavery
Everyday my mama been saving me
I guess I'll see you when I see you
You think it's crazy if I leave you
I can't let these fears overdrive these years
Even through the tears almost see it clear
Even though I smile
I'm fina head out right now right now right now

I don't already know what it is
So I'm not going to laugh right now
I don't already know what it is
So I'm not going to laugh right now

Choke on that laced dopamine
Bleed in cosmetic surgeries
I don't never hang with ugly
They can't help they be mean mugging me
You want to know how I got these scars
Arm and leg paid assisted self harm
Flame thrower on these zombies in the weeds
That's the smoke now I can't breathe
That's on EG EG EG EG

I don't already know what it is
So I'm not going to laugh right now
I don't already know what it is
So I'm not going to laugh right now
I don't already know what it is
So I'm not going to laugh right now

Dead all this bullshit and dead all this stress
Inhale these blessings and exhale the rest

I don't already know what it is
So I'm not going to laugh right now
I don't already know what it is
So I'm not going to laugh right now



Credits
Writer(s): Lawrence Clinkscale Iii
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