Faded

3 am toss and turning with no sleep
Wondering if there's something wrong with me
Trynna find the meaning of life but I can't see
Getting drunk every night to find peace

I'm so faded, jaded, under rated,I can't take it
Waited and waited, for something to change but
Nothings changing it be staying the same so
Feel like I'm stuck in a place I don't know

I just wanna little taste on my own
I've been trynna escape the unknown
Mama called she afraid that I won't
Damn

I've been trynna fight the demons
I been trynna meet the angels
But I ain't seen a single sign yet
On the table

Say I'm losing my mind bet
I know that I'm unstable
Going crazy in my head
So I'll take another shot

I'm so faded, jaded, under rated,I can't take it
Waited and waited, for something to change but
Nothings changing it be staying the same so
Feel like I'm stuck in a place I don't know

I been battling my mental health
More than anything and nothing else
I just wanna beat that I can and never fail
But that's a part of life we live and learn
Through trials and tribulations
Hella Stone cold miles just for dedication
But I been going so wild they say I need some medication
How the fuck am I supposed to grow if I ain't elevated
And taking these pills that change the way I feel so I can fake it

I'm so faded, jaded, under rated,I can't take it
Waited and waited, for something to change but
Nothings changing it be staying the same so
Feel like I'm stuck in a place I don't know

Looking back when I was young I was happy before
Now everyday it's like I'm numb and I can't take it no more
I ain't trynna be bum on the streets that's all alone
I just wanna be sum but I'm feeling all alone

I'm so faded, jaded, under rated,I can't take it
Waited and waited, for something to change but
Nothings changing it be staying the same so
Feel like I'm stuck in a place I don't know



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Writer(s): Stephen Maeker
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