Tendencies

Change is on its way
I just decided today
To stop tomfooling around
And try to drown out the sound
Of rot lodged in my brain
People think I'm insane
Who knows, they might be right
Better not start a fight

It's just I can't resist making a meal of it
I just lose control and sink into my hole
It's like I'm ordinary, then I flip - so scary
Help me out before I start to shout

I thought it for the first time
Tendencies I am inclined
To act unstable, flip tables
You can't define me
I've done a lot of thinking
Not enough for the things I do
I'm breaking, not shaking
I'm scared of who
I become when I'm like this
It's not fair to lay upon you
I want to change it but I can't break through
I've done a lot of thinking
Not enough for the things I do
It's over, I'm breaking in two

But is change on its way
It switches pace day by day
I should stop messing around
And be reminded of how
There's still rot in my brain
I now believe I'm insane
Oh no, everyone was right
Need to not start a fight

It's just I can't resist making a meal of it
I just lose control and sink into my hole
It's like I'm ordinary, then I flip - so scary
Help me out before I start to shout

I thought it for the first time
Tendencies I am inclined
To act unstable, flip tables
You can't define me
I've done a lot of thinking
Not enough for the things I do
I'm breaking, not shaking
I'm scared of who
I become when I'm like this
It's not fair to lay upon you
I want to change it but I can't break through
I've done a lot of thinking
Not enough for the things I do
It's over, I'm breaking in two



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Writer(s): Maisie Palmer
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