Caring Crimes

Gasey how I'm feeling, imma cut throat wit the lines
Take it to the dome like the singer in sublime
Only this position I could never hit recline
They been trying to dull my stone, but they'll never stop the shine
Would I go back, do it all over?
Maybe wear a cap and gown and get a graduate photo
Bought a puppy and a crib from yellow bricks wit my toto
I'm putting money on the phone so he could call up my mobile
Yeah I remember me n 45 was trapping out the backpack
Throw it back, always high up off them acid tabs
Puffing all the hits and taking risks we on some blackjack
Got my brothers clicking
Like a muthafuckin mouse pad
Stoplights broken, so we always on go
I fucked wit red, receipts, from all the money I blow
Mama kicked me out the house
I always been on my own
Why people always love to change up on me like it's a flow?
I'll never know...

I think about you all sometimes
But it's all in the past, back, left behind
I been staying up late, I worked, I tried
Lately feels like caring is a fucking crime
I might tap her like a spinal
We been up til AM tryna get my song on vinyl
Dollars in the air because I'm made, ain't no bridal
Yet my heart been turning black, like it's muthafuckin chyna

I ain't hearing impaired, I just never cared
They taking tolls on my body but couldn't pay the fair
Never listened to other musicians, I'm aware
They'd rather see me on the bottom then stand on da pier
Walking out the movie?
I suggest you keep watching
And grab umbrellas because a storm is coming Mary Poppins
I transformed into my prime
We ain't talking Optimus
Can't even hide my drip
A youngin got a leaky faucet
They making copies, call them Beasley
Ain't no originality, I'm out this world, a whole new species
I had to Trap or Die
Shoutout to Jeezy
We just tryna stay alive like the muthafuckin Bee Gees
Block hot, hearts cold, Minnesota
Can't trust a soul when all these Cops is tryna meet they Quotas
I told the haters CU later, stay your ass in boulder
Because you can't each touch me pushing buttons, no controllers or game overs

I think about you all sometimes
But it's all in the past, back, left behind
I been staying up late, I worked, I tried
Lately feels like caring is a fucking crime
I might tap her like a spinal
We been up til AM tryna get my song on vinyl
Dollars in the air because I'm made, ain't no bridal
Yet my heart been turning black, like it's muthafuckin chyna

If she got Double D's, we got B's, bed and breakfast
Yesterday she overlooked me, now she can't neglect us
We get down and dirty like my cup, it got aspdstice
You motivate the kid?
I'll give you hits like it's domestic, violence
Pray it ain't for me, I hear the sirens
Mama say I'm wise, a youngin preferring silence
But if we talking about our rights I'm never keeping quiet
Equality for all, BLM, we ain't get divided
Compare it to attention, need your undivided
Ain't speak my language, hieroglyphics, throwing up papyrus
They want us social distancing so we don't spread the virus
But we ain't socializing anyway
Result to violence
I say now it's ok, if he get hit with a clip
Thats what happens when these bitches act like they with the shits
Or when he sit in interrogation, giving names he a snitch
Create explosions like a film, the glock filled with movie clips
I let it bam bam, all up on yo head like boomerang kids
No stains on my shirt, because you know I carry the stainless
Hated on me then, now staring at me when I lane switch
Watching how I hop inside the phantom, Billy Zane shit
Renovate my life, I had to go and make some changes
No more playing games, I had to hop up out the matrix
Living out in VA, they ain't think we need bring it
But my brothers keep it on em because the police getting dangerous

I think about you all sometimes
But it's all in the past, back, left behind
I been staying up late, I worked, I tried
Lately feels like caring is a fucking crime
I might tap her like a spinal
We been up til AM tryna get my song on vinyl
Dollars in the air because I'm made, ain't no bridal
Yet my heart been turning black, like it's muthafuckin chyna