Gray Clouds
Mm mmhmm ohh ohh ohh
Ohh ohh ohh oh
Got a lot on my mind
Got a lot that I hide
I'm not proud of the shit that I've done
But fuck it I tried
Your killing my vibe
Get the fuck out my sight
Anxiety sparking too high, poppin Out like the 4th Of July
She hate when I get this high
She swear it make her cry
But it makes me feel alive
She can tell I'm sleep deprived
I ain't sleep in 3 nights, demons Putting up a fight (Beating my ass)
Cardiac arrest, all the drug use really Should've put me to rest
To my ex girlfriend, I'm sorry to Lying to you about my drug abuse
I know that it hurt you too but I Promise that I never ever meant too
I still wish you the best
I know I'm the problem, say it with my chest
I know I've been wildin, saying petty things about you on the internet
About a girl that I met, then I hacked your account out of spite
There's rot to many things I can say I do right
Looking back I don't want to be that same guy
This ain't a song to win you back
I'm just tryna get over the past
Need to accept my wrongs
Resort to writing sad songs
I know I'm the problem I confess
I know god got me he gon' wash away my sins
Feels like times stopping when I get in my head
All the pills I was popping never took away stress
Got a lot on my mind
Got a lot that I hide
I'm not proud of the shit that I've done
But fuck it I tried
Your killing my vibe
Get the fuck out my sight
Anxiety sparking too high, poppin out like the 4th Of July
She hate when I get this high
She swear it make her cry
But it makes me feel alive
She can tell I'm sleep deprived
I ain't sleep in 3 nights, demons putting up a fight (Beating my ass)
Cardiac arrest, all the drug use really should've put me to rest
I was down bad on my ass had nobody left
Miss being 6 playing with a tech deck (Mhm)
Now I'm 19 playing with death (Mhm)
Everyday I'm putting my life to the test
Drowning in liquor drowning in sorrow
How many pills you think I got in this bottle? (Shit) shit I don't even know
All I know is that it's enough to make it through tomorrow (That's good enough)
Enough to kill my sorrows
Enough to stop the rain
Enough to clear the gray clouds, Clouding up my sane
Enough to stop the bad thoughts flowing through my brain
A temporary solution to an endless pain
Sometimes I wish I knew
What I was putting myself through
I realize no matter how hard I try I'll lose
The devil set me up so I'm bound to lose
Got a lot on my mind
Got a lot that I hide
I'm not proud of the shit that I've done
But fuck it I tried
Your killing my vibe
Get the fuck out my sight
Anxiety sparking too high, poppin out like the 4th Of July
She hate when I get this high
She swear it make her cry
But it makes me feel alive
She can tell I'm sleep deprived
I ain't sleep in 3 nights, demons putting up a fight
Cardiac arrest, all the drug use really should've put me to rest
Me faygo, mr lay low, underground rock boy
Aye I'm not done I still got more shit to say
Just on a different beat
Ohh ohh ohh oh
Got a lot on my mind
Got a lot that I hide
I'm not proud of the shit that I've done
But fuck it I tried
Your killing my vibe
Get the fuck out my sight
Anxiety sparking too high, poppin Out like the 4th Of July
She hate when I get this high
She swear it make her cry
But it makes me feel alive
She can tell I'm sleep deprived
I ain't sleep in 3 nights, demons Putting up a fight (Beating my ass)
Cardiac arrest, all the drug use really Should've put me to rest
To my ex girlfriend, I'm sorry to Lying to you about my drug abuse
I know that it hurt you too but I Promise that I never ever meant too
I still wish you the best
I know I'm the problem, say it with my chest
I know I've been wildin, saying petty things about you on the internet
About a girl that I met, then I hacked your account out of spite
There's rot to many things I can say I do right
Looking back I don't want to be that same guy
This ain't a song to win you back
I'm just tryna get over the past
Need to accept my wrongs
Resort to writing sad songs
I know I'm the problem I confess
I know god got me he gon' wash away my sins
Feels like times stopping when I get in my head
All the pills I was popping never took away stress
Got a lot on my mind
Got a lot that I hide
I'm not proud of the shit that I've done
But fuck it I tried
Your killing my vibe
Get the fuck out my sight
Anxiety sparking too high, poppin out like the 4th Of July
She hate when I get this high
She swear it make her cry
But it makes me feel alive
She can tell I'm sleep deprived
I ain't sleep in 3 nights, demons putting up a fight (Beating my ass)
Cardiac arrest, all the drug use really should've put me to rest
I was down bad on my ass had nobody left
Miss being 6 playing with a tech deck (Mhm)
Now I'm 19 playing with death (Mhm)
Everyday I'm putting my life to the test
Drowning in liquor drowning in sorrow
How many pills you think I got in this bottle? (Shit) shit I don't even know
All I know is that it's enough to make it through tomorrow (That's good enough)
Enough to kill my sorrows
Enough to stop the rain
Enough to clear the gray clouds, Clouding up my sane
Enough to stop the bad thoughts flowing through my brain
A temporary solution to an endless pain
Sometimes I wish I knew
What I was putting myself through
I realize no matter how hard I try I'll lose
The devil set me up so I'm bound to lose
Got a lot on my mind
Got a lot that I hide
I'm not proud of the shit that I've done
But fuck it I tried
Your killing my vibe
Get the fuck out my sight
Anxiety sparking too high, poppin out like the 4th Of July
She hate when I get this high
She swear it make her cry
But it makes me feel alive
She can tell I'm sleep deprived
I ain't sleep in 3 nights, demons putting up a fight
Cardiac arrest, all the drug use really should've put me to rest
Me faygo, mr lay low, underground rock boy
Aye I'm not done I still got more shit to say
Just on a different beat
Credits
Writer(s): Gabriel Maldonado
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