Before You Go

Back and forth with these women damn this shit so demanding
It seems like plans work the best when you never plan them
Trying to find the root of your problem but it's so deeply planted
That you start disregarding more feelings rather than understand them
That was back then I'm in love with Candice
First time with a new canvas
First time someone ever treated me better than my social status
That's the first time I ever got forgiveness and the last time she gave plenty chances
I probably should have left you alone
But I need you here i'm feeling really selfish
Now all of this probably got you thinking like
All men the same, all playing games
Who should I trust, who should I blame, I know
I'm who to blame, its only right
Charge it to the game, I owe
It is what it is we were far from perfect
Both learned something so I guess it was worth it
So you did what you did and I know I deserved it
Yeah
Yeah

You were the best thing at the worst time and that's hindsight, I'd just thought I let you know
And I can't forget all the times we spend, all the ups and downs all the roller coasters we rode
If it was up to me then you would be here but that's only in my dreams, still I want to
I want to let you know before you go

Downtown we in Houston vibing, I'm in love with Jas
Gave me peace that I never had
The type of feeling you would want to last
The type of girl that stayed on your ass, try to push you forward be a better man
But I'm still fucked up about WhatsHerName so I'm pushing back
I'm wishing that i could give time back
I wish she never had to bounce back
Instead of looking at the bigger picture, I was focused in on the contrast
And I never meant for any bad intent but that's hard to say when the trust is bad
Now everything is just second guess and I got to take what comes with that
Now fast forward I'm engaged to Fayth
I'm Starting to feel like everything's in place
My Family's telling me not to do it, I know they mean well but they can't relate
I got a whole love with child on the way
But people change and feelings change
It ended tragic all I got to say, and I never thought that I would see the day
The truth hurts when you see the pain

You were the best thing at the worst time and that's hindsight, I'd just thought I let you know
And I can't forget all the times we spend, all the ups and downs all the roller coasters we rode
If it was up to me then you would be here but that's only in my dreams, still I want to
I want to let you know before you go