Tired

Tired of feeling depressed
I'm tired of feeling the stress
Tired of feeling upset
I'm tired I wanna forget
Tired of getting no sleep
I'm tired ju wanna rest
I'm tired of taking 'em meds
I'm tired of making amends
I know I been making a mess
I hope I don't settle for less
M smoking to cope wit the pressure
I wanna be next
I'm hoping I'm dope enough for all the checks
I'm making a bet
I'm tired of following trends
Tired I wanna forget
Fuck all the secrets I kept
Held all my demons in
I'm tired I wanna confess

Tired of dreaming
Tired of fiending
Tired of things
I'm tired of breathing
Tired of finding my meaning
Tired of beating the odds
I'm trynna get even
Tired of scheming
Tired of having no self esteem
I'm tired of bleeding
Tired of weeping
Tired of smoking the weed
I be leaning right of the deep end

I'm sayin' like
I'm tired of everything
Every day feels like the same day
Tired of it at all

Tired of all the hate
I'm tired of taking a glance
Tired of making mistakes
I'm tired of taking a chance
Tired of sipping the can I ju wanna went
They say that they love you but know it depends
I was ju down thats when everybody left
Stacking that bread
I be shining ju like I'm audemars
Thats a baguette
I'm tired of whipping a bucket but fuck it
I know one day imma whipping a benz
Tired of working (tired of working)
Tired of hurting (tired of hurting)
Days I was worthless (days I was worthless)
Finding my purpose (finding my purpose)
Did some things I don't wanna say
Grov some wings just fly away
I just never get the time of day
I know Ima take it to the grave
Down the bottle just to drown the pain
See the pics I ain't wanna paint
Keep it real ion wanna fake
I am not the one you wanna save
Know a lot people that was never widdit uh
Told me they would love me but they never did it uh
Fighting my depression but I won't admit uh
Ain't no Kodak but I still got tunnel vision uh
Love is blind man can't you see
Say I'm fine but I'm really weak
I got bars but I'm never free
Dtrue but I'm never me