You Told Me To

You led me on with no mind for the end
Now I feel stupid and have to act and pretend
Like it didn't matter to me
Like you were basically nothing
So you go on with your nightly parties
You couldn't even think to invite me

You can't say you didn't see this coming
I finally got some inspiration to write again
You claimed that there was a bright side
But this wasn't exactly what I had in mind
So when you hear this and realize you're the muse
Remember
You told me to

I'd hope to learn how to write happy songs someday
But I also hoped you'd change your mind some way
I've become outlawed in my own world
Is this what it means to be a main character
I hate that I so badly want your return
And I hate that I let your actions choose my worth

You can't say you didn't see this coming
I finally got some inspiration to write again
You claimed that there was a bright side
But this wasn't exactly what I had in mind
So when you hear this and realize you're the muse
Remember
You told me to

I have to remind myself that we ended cause you don't even like yourself
Remember when you'd call at 3 am and now I wish I'd stayed asleep instead
Cause you never fuckin' cared at all and now I realize that wasn't my fault
So I wrote this down to forever recall that you're not worth it or even that cute
Just tall

You can't say you didn't see this coming
I finally got some inspiration to write again
You claimed that there was a bright side
But this wasn't exactly what I had in mind
So when you hear this and realize you're the muse
Remember
You told me to

Yeah this one's for you